.......3rd eye.......

Lines lie unstructured
words lie scattered
but thoughts lie focused
....just needed the kick to get worked !

Thoughts are wanderlust
..Moments strewn with memories refuses to live last
…Warmth of two souls shudders the cold ,windy morning
…Dewdrops soaked eyes turns blind to the sun blazing
..Harmless mischief in those tiring hours
.......Binds to long lost pleasure once dabbled in leisure.

Words left unspoken , miffed with subtle nuances of eyes
Never had a chance of reading them which are so gentle and nice

Missed those subtle hints ,casual touch with warmth of mind and heart
When the thirst remained unquenched forever in a cold desert !

Desert has its colour of its own , its depth seems vast
The Oasis is not a relief but a haven to die for unto last .
.....The Mirage seems quivering , frolicking with the hot air
......But the peace along with its calmness is rare .


Could I care less an eye when mine ones are blind
Drenched lips when mine one remains parched
an warm heart when mine remains cold without any shine
How could I afford not to feel cared by something so divine ?

Life is beautiful even if it’s a desert or a garden
… the feel is what it counts when touched by smile or pain .

...WHY...??????

Wondering why we pamper our ego
When alter ego lies uncared in our ‘self’
Why we choose to ignore the inner call
When outside world is no better place .

Awakening seems tough choice
When doing same things in varied kind
Never to say sorry to a disapproving face
Ignore them as they are many steps behind .

Why show off when mind refuses
Complicates matters as many such remains unresolved .
Why feel insecure when cant give cover to our naked lies
Mind remains pure resolute with bewitched conscience.


Why feel dejected when things never turn up the way we want
Why then reject changes that we never initiate
It’s the worst when the mind is closed
Never will have another chance to make the first stroke .

Why dare to re-instate rules, challenge fellow sentiments
When eyesight is myopic like the frog in the well
Why hurt a soul when cannot care for ours
All we do is drag life that is never destined for hell


Questions are endless , keeps mounting more and more
Irony is we wont stop doing unless felt deep inside
Whom we blame – ego or habit ?
Excuses are many , at the end of the day we lie none but self only .


Why sound so pale when achieved not all but enough to recall
There are many who never simply can imagine
Either got lost in mayhem or simply cudnt be humble
Therefore Thank Himself !
For all His mercy and renounce our jealousy !

Grab the piece of earth meant for me
Share the pie which is excess !
Bare the naked truth how ugly may it be
Live a life and let others to live !!

.....Resurrection .....

..." 3 months & 7 days old !.indeed ! arrey U r still a kid !... u seen a toddler who learnt its first step 2 take its own !...U toh will rewrite human evolution ! ..too fast u r man !... slow down !.oderwise ....." ------what ? oder wise what ?

A shock through the spine !!!..Boss quipped as answer .."Listen Sutapa , am resigning next week !!!.U have to oversee the operations until someone takes over "..!
.. Isnt an expectation too much from a toddler ??...

.......JOB BLUES.......

Was wondering what should have been the title of the post cud be ?.. next cubicle fellow asked for the meaning of renunciation ! ...
......dumbfounded mind ended up for the title above !! ..

Weekend call over batchmates / old friends ... how r u ? how is life , job and ???
....JOB = bindaas bandi aab boardroom blondie !!!!..no speculation /no hesitation ......but a firm note .... " interpret the data-dump from SAP / forex turnover data CONVINCINGLY ..even its a false ".. Be CONFIDENT !

....LIFE = maast ek daam ! ..! shopping/tripping/cribbing/complaining/dreaming/cooking/reading/thinking......
......SMILING w/o reason ! huh ?!!so much to do .how do u manage time ! ..
....Timepass ke liye time nahi ....! hey ! do u have time for dating? . wanna meet you !...another Timepass on line !!!.....
.....lets Meet up yeah !.... I heard about you so much . from Mr/Miss X/Y/Z.....( Cudnt figure out why not then Mr/Miss X/Y/Z herself/himself gives a call !!! ) .....crawling out in the blazing evening sun !! when almost dozing off wid John Grisham .....:(((
..........Nevertheless , Dating another spring board for Networking !!..latest discovery !!.( Indeed toooooooo late to use the new discovery !) ..Sounds cheap ! Mind is devilish , but drawing the legendary lakshman rekha ... ? .hmmmmmmmm uhhh! - offhand Backstroke ! ..

.....AND = a new chapter is shaping up !! looks positive ! yet .......


..........Lastly not the least , for my old friends who are reading the new post , a simple question ......have I changed a bit ?..

........Scope to "Resurrection" is there .but am not dead !!...just trying to awake the Sleeping Child once more !!

......Time is up for the child to become a Toddler to crawl ,infact to RUN ... for Time is too short my next post ! ..